Back to where i started.

Today was my First day of my job of flyer distribution in 2013. It was back to where I started my first flyer distribution job last year December holidays. My first job that I ever had in my life was the flyer distribution job for a bank early in October before the year end holidays. Alright, lets get back to the present. which means now im doing the same thing. except of different locations, different things. but the same salary. Ok, I got to admit this that today was quite fun. Though it was tiring at the end. And it was the first shift. this morning I woke up realizing that it was good to wake up early after all, the feeling is just different. I believe you can do much more things too. Been researching for jobs the past hour and I felt that why do I even bother doing this? I mean like im finding money to spend. I can actually spend my time this holidays to catch up with my studies. but I just had no motivation. oh no! how?? hmm I guess I had to do this, with some planning.

1st week: Studying/ Working
2nd week: Advanced elective modules (TO BE CONFIRM soon)
3rd week:  Work/ Studying
4th week;  Studying

At least 2 days for studying each week.
At least 20 hours for practice for Talent time.

I need to remember what Miss Teo had said to me. The motivation and everything. I also realized that the first things are also so memorable. that's why I still did not have a boyfriend at all.. Because I believed that every first that you do means a lot. so I want my first relationship to be something memorable with feelings. However it's not easy hanging on. I mean it's so not so easy this days to find one relationship like that. IT's just rare. I mean who does not want to have a boyfriend or girlfriend? (if there is chance) However I want the right one. You know, nowadays teenagers are like. Well I guess I just have to wait for my first and make it the most memorable one. I'll wish. And I believe someday it will. And not too late for the day. But not to forget that my priorities now are STUDYING! TO GET A GOOD GRADES, A GOOD JOB IN LATER LIFE.