It's such a long time..

It's such a long time..................... THAT I'M BACK! Wow, It's been months since I had came back. And of course, this an update! AND nevertheless my life right now. So much things had happened and I really don't know where to start. I guess i should start with the most recent incidents.

Today there is no school due to marking day of our End of year exams! Omg cannot believe time just passed so quickly. It's like I still remember the day of January ealier this year. In a years time, I will be taking another national exams, O levels. It's just simply shocking. In 4 years of after PSLE. I always told myself I shouldn't make another same mistake i made in primary school. So what my PSLE isn't good? I believe i can achieve it in O levels. Im gonna make good use of my December holidays. I''l make sure of that. I don't want to make anymore mistakes in life ever again. but however I know im studying for my future. But I don't know what i really wanted to be next time. I always had an fickle mind.

They say chase your dreams, do what you like. My dream is really to become a singer, a musician. However, let's be realistic. Without talent, you're not going to make it there. Besides it is so much hardships. (Im not scared of hardships, it is more like knowing that i won't make it) We always saw on TV how ordinary people from all walks of life to become a big famous and well known singers. I got to admit I didn't have any "talented" voice and nobody admires my singing because I know no one thinks i sing good enough. So why chasing a dream you know when no one thinks you're up too it. Perhaps you guys will say I lack confidence. But this is society. I think I just let things takes easy. I will just take it as a hobby but not my future career.

 As I know I only had interest in music. But I always stumped across this as I really don't know what to do after all. I researched on the courses that intuitions offered and none make me felt interested. Even i do, there is not much interest in it. I had dreams of being a lawyer and etc and it at most lasted for a year before i changed my mind again.

Recently, the course Mass communication had caught up my eye.. It's like being in media..It's quite interesting too.. I think now the most important thing is to score well for O levels and decide since I'm clueless.. And this year will be the last year to party hard with friends before the stress days comes and we will be graduate and leaving each other.. :((((

Anyway that will be it for now, will update more things soon!